December 2010
29 posts
December is (almost) over
On midnight December 29th three years ago was the first time ever we exchanged words. On December 30th last year was when you put this ring on my finger. And on December 30th this year today, this very day, we’ve somehow become strangers. How’s that happened? One more day left in 2010. Do I still dare to hope?
Kaca Spion
Adun: Take it this way...Moving on itu sama kaya nyetir mobil. Maju ke depan. Walaupun emang mobil ada kaca spion untuk liat kebelakang, tapi itu cuma untuk diliat sekilas2 aja kan
Adun: Makanya kaca spion itu ukurannya kecil. Its like.. Boleh kok bawa a piece from your past, tapi sedikit aja..
Me: I don't mind, as long as he is on the passenger seat.. Or at least at the back seat *tetep*
“I love you like happy Sunday”
– Glenn Fredly
I’ve had my share. And I thought I understand, inside and out. When actually I’m clueless.
6:11 AM
When you are keep failing and failing striving to do meaningful things in life, it’s sometime refreshing to just do meaningless things instead.
Day 92
I hit the scale tonight, and I weigh 35kg. I know I’m skinny, I just don’t know I’m THAT underweight :|
I swear I eat a lot. Well, sometime.
Day 90
My lower lip was bleeding like hell for 20 minutes non stop. Even worse than u got punched. Geez, you’ll be amazed how much blood can come out from your lip when your blood vessel burst.
It’s a bit sore now. I hope it won’t swell like a balloon tomorrow.
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4:10 AM
I’m scared.
Ga ada gunanya nangis.
Air mata cuma bikin luka tambah perih.
Bikin penglihatan kabur.
Kesusahan ngomong.
Susah nafas. Otak jammed.
Udah, gak usah nangis sesegukan segala.
Lukanya udah cukup basah tanpa harus dibanjirin air mata lagi.
10:35 PM
Serupa tapi tak sama. Jangan kepedean menyamakan :)
“Hangus seketika tanpa melewati proses terbakar”
Bleeds
I ‘accidentally’ found a box full of the invitation cards, wedding magazines & documents. I thought my mom threw them all. But apparently she didn’t. She put them all in one box instead. It was there, at the corner of our library at home.
Seeing all the cards that hadn’t been sent out, the wedding magazines that I obsessively purchased and the documents we...
2:09 AM
Well, I tried so hard to stay alive.
But the angel of destruction keeps on hounding me all around.
Day 83
Every man has a woman who loves him. In rain or shine or life or death. If he finds her in this life time. He will know when he presses his ear to her breast.
Why do I roam when I know you’re the one? Why do I laugh when I feel like crying? Every woman has a man who loves her. Rise or fall of her life and death. If she finds him in this life time. She will know when she looks into...
Wedding Dress
I have the most beautiful wedding dress. It’s a kebaya. It’s simple. It’s french lace. It’s off white. It has champagne swarovski all over it. It’s simply stunning.
The wedding dress I didn’t have the chance to wear it.
I wanna be loved the way John loved Yoko.
I wanna love the way Yoko love John.
Give Peace A Chance
“What they want is dead heroes, like Sid Vicious and James Dean, I’m not interested in being a dead fucking hero…so forget ‘em, forget ‘em.” - John Lennon on his interviews with Rolling Stone three days before he became a dead fucking hero.
Monica: Phoebe, do you have a plan?
Phoebe: I don't even have a 'pla'
Mantra.
“Be patient and tough; some day this pain will be useful to you.” - Ovid
How Are You?
Let’s skip ‘how are you’ coz we sure hell know how unwell we both are.
03:33 AM
I know you’re awake.
You know I’m awake.
We both know we’d be likely fail falling asleep.
So, why don’t we just share our sleepless night?
Day 73
It’s getting really dark and lonely here.
I guess everyday I just miss you more.
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A bit of sunshine on a rainy day :) Thanks @lostinbali for the surprise package. Lovely!
Love you whenever we’re together
Love you...